Okay… now I’m really depressed.
I was watching videos (actually transferring from tapes to DVDs and watching them) that we taped several years ago. I am even more determined to loose weight.
I am huge… massive…
Yeah, I have lost weight… yeah, I have lost inches… yeah, I’m still loosing… but man… I so don’t want to look at myself ever again.
I’m depressed… I see what everyone else sees. And I really don’t like what everyone sees.