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Two Short Weeks Left

Health is the greatest gift, contentment the greatest wealth, faithfulness the best relationship. Buddha Two short weeks left before the half marathon.  It is starting to feel real again.  Can I do the 13 miles, yeah.  Can I do it … Continue reading

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Sunday update…

I am done feeling sorry for myself.  It usually doesn’t last long and everyone who poked and prodded me helped a lot.  I wrote quite a lot today and after the rain let up I decided that I really needed … Continue reading

Third Day of the 4 day weekend…

Wow… I so totallyhate metylprednisolone… eeesh.

I took the first day’s pills… all SIX of them.  And they made me goofier than I normally am… they made me jittery and high… don’t like them… So I opted to not take day 2…. I can’t do this.  Do people really rely on these to feel better?  I hope I never have to… You have my respect, my awe, and my sincere condolences.

Yesterday’s walk was shorter than usual (only about 9 miles) but it was wonderful.  I signed up this week to do the half marathon again.  I think I will do better this year.  I don’t know if I will beat my time, but I’m determined that I won’t want to absolutely die by the time I hit the capital building.  I think our weekly long walks will help… I think we need to add some distance to even what we are walking.  I am going to dig up google maps to see what we can do and not kill ourselves. I can do this… I have to keep trying because I have to prove to myself that I can do this.  I would love to try to raise money for charity… but I don’t want the chosen 26.

Yesterday was Squirrel’s birthday (early) party.  She was so happy… she has wanted a party so much.  This year she set her sights realistically and we gave her her party… a TEN hour party… but the smile (and the pictures) are SO worth it.  I was worried about spending a fortune… but it wasn’t so bad… Pizza… candy… ice cream cake (the ice cream cake was killer) and now she is sleeping off the party.  Between her smiles and laughter and his laughter on his Japanese game… yesterday couldn’t have been more perfect.

Last night Bear’s oldest called.  She hadn’t called much since she moved back home and she called with less than great news.  her mom is in ICU with way way low blood count and doctors not knowing what is going on.  I’m worried.  I know that I’m not anyone’s favorite person in the world… but I’m really worried.   I wish I could send her a card.  She used to really like cards…   I wish I could text her or someone let her know that I’m thinking about her.

Today?  This morning it is a headachey morning, but this feels like sinus so I’m not too worried.  I have to check on squirrel… I’m really starting to worry about the swelling she has going on on her face.  Pick up laptop from the laptop doctor (actually… replacement one… they junked out the other one and are replacing it with something they pick… that kind of ticks me off but I get it back.)

I DID it!

When I signed up for the half marathon… I was still 5 months away from my RA diagnosis.  It wasn’t that I didn’t hurt, I did, but I chalked it all up to over-do-ing working out or sitting with my knee the wrong way.  < insert self deprecation comments here, I’m still beating myself up for not going to the doctor sooner…>.

I asked my Rheumy very nicely if I could still participate.  Not only did she say it was okay, she encouraged it.  She said that, with RA, unlike Osteo or some other conditions, walking if fantastic, it keeps joints moving and smooshes out the extra “juice” from the joints.

So I pushed on.  I know I didn’t push as hard as I should have, but I kept working.

I’m not one to say I can’t… even worse, NO ONE needs to tell me that I can’t.

So I did.

Saturday we went to the Expo to pick up my bib (and backpack… outstanding!!!) and extra goodies that the booths were giving away… things to eat that give you energy for the most part.  DH bought me a charm that says Austin Marathon Austin Half Marathon and on the back it has 2010… in sterling silver.

Awfully sweet and I wore it the whole race.

DS wanted to be there and help… so he signed up to be one of the “Love Team” volunteers.  He worked the clothing dropoff from 5 am to 8 am.

We got up and ready at 3:30 am… drove into town (35 miles into “town”) and weaseled a parking spot in the garage that I park in for work… funny… the garage wasn’t full and it was exactly 5 blocks from the finish line, 12 blocks from the starting line and 3 blocks from where volunteers signed in and got donuts and coffee and t-shirts.  He usually dresses all in black… black jeans… black band t-shirts… black boots… black hoody… the lime green shirt made quite a difference in how he looks.

This is him way after his 5 – 8 shift was over.  He took the race to heart and made sure he actually smiled at runners and cheered people on and took bags from people with a cheery face. He did manage to eat a couple donuts but he isn’t a coffee kind of kid (and they didn’t have tea)

The race was set to start at 7 am.  We got there for his shift at 4:45 and I walked around the nearly deserted streets taking in what was going on.  I was concerned that there were so few people actually there, but I wasn’t taking into account that everyone actually COULD show up at nearly the same time… and that is exactly what they did… DS was a bit overwhelmed that almost all of the 9000 half marathoners showed up at about 6… or a bit after.

I managed to easily walk into the port-a-potty at 6.  I was going to try again at 6:30… but the lines for the bathrooms were ALL the way across the street… each potty had a line, each line crossed Congress avenue the whole way (FOUR lanes).. it was ridiculous!

There was a nice lady who took this picture as I was standing in the spot I would “take off” from.  It was 37 degrees (which according to the TV stations is the perfect running weather in Austin) by 6.

This street was absolutely packed with runners… 4 lanes wide… and 5 blocks deep.  15,000 people… 9000 in the half marathon.

It was a little depressing standing around all alone in the middle of all of these bodies, all of these people who came to watch… but it meant that I didn’t “need” to have to find a way to make small talk while I talked myself into being ready for this… I guess this was pretty much why I took up walking like this, because it is a way to be alone with my thoughts and to loose myself in my thoughts.  It is my “me” time most of the time… it evolved into time to spend with DH on Sunday walks.

7 am the gun went off.

I didn’t hear it.  5 blocks back… you couldn’t really participate in the excitement that was happening at the starting line.  That is too bad.  They really should put speakers further back the corral.  It would have helped a lot to get into the whole morning.  I guess only the elite runners really matter and really need to be a part of the excitement, but it would have been nice.

By 7:10 am I made it to the starting line (so, I can actually subtract 10 min from my ending time).  It was more of a mosey down through town towards the starting line.  Passing piles of clothes all along the way.  Hoodies… blankets… gloves… these would be picked up and sent to charity.

The mosey turned into a run (jog) as people hit the starting line.

Not me.  I walked every step of the way…. Pissed people off in places because I wouldn’t get out of the way… but it was a FOUR lane street and we had all four lanes and there were HUGE spaces for them to get passed me and there were walkers spread out all across the road, so I don’t feel too horrible about being on their road.  I paid as much as they did for my 3 foot square that moves.

SO we were off (all 15000 of us loonies)

I figured out that Austin has some very interesting companies… like Lucy In Disguise… the building is really neat.

I’m not sure what “other people” do when they are doing these things… but I took the opportunity to look at things that I’ve never seen before… some of the things were things I never passed before, others were things that I never passed this slowly before.

It was great.

I had 3 hours and 30 min to reflect on a lot of things.  There wasn’t a lot of “being still” but there was a lot of reflecting…

Water Stops are wonderful things.  I’m not sure why they only put about 1/4 cup of water in each glass… but I made ample use of at least 2 glasses at each stop.  I also had MAJOR problems just dropping the glasses on the ground… I always made sure that I dropped the glasses in the boxes put there for that purpose.

Oh… and… no, it wasn’t raining.  That was from the water making it onto the ground.

I’m still not really sure what the petroleum jelly on a tongue depressor was for.  I didn’t take any at any of the stops.  Now, I keep thinking I don’t know what I was supposed to do with it if I had taken it.

At water stop 10 they gave out bottles of Power Ade.

At water stop 12 they gave out water and power ade.

once in a while there were random people/groups giving out candies or cookies.

It is amazing how much it helps to just have the smile and friendly hand out even if they “have to”…

This is the obligatory tree picture.  One always seems to find its way into pictures I take.  This one, along Lady Bird Lake was just there when I needed th see something great… something peaceful and lasting…. and by mile 7 finding my center was all I was after.

DS caught up to me at about mile 11.5.

By this time, I was seriously starting to have my doubts about being able to finish.  By this time, I had stretched out several times and my hips and toes were really hurting.

Backwards through the course he comes.  He yells “HI” and falls into step beside me.

He said that lots and lots of people were really happy to see him walking the “wrong way” in his LOVE TEAM t-shirt smiling…

I still don’t think he quite understands exactly what it means when you are out there to see a smiling face… to see someone who even seems to be cheering you on.  I know that none of the people I passed were out there for me personally, but they were out there, and that mattered so much…

from the back side of the finish line looking at those coming behind.

I wasn’t the first one to cross by a LONG shot, but I wasn’t the last one to cross either.

The miracle wasn’t that I finished… it was that I had the courage to start.

I did it in about 3 hours and 30 min real time.  Not quite as quickly as I figured, but I hadn’t planned on the mile 11 hill, either… and I did finish and I made a lot of people proud of me.  More importantly…  I made ME proud of me.

There were times when I doubted that I would EVER do it.

Now… I’m thinking I can do it again.

today… I hurt.

my knees ache like RA ache

my hips hurt like I wasn’t ready for the mile 11.5 hill

I don’t have my medal yet… they ran out before I made the finish line.

I don’t have the T-shirt that fits… the one I got is a small and that is SO not going to fit

both of those last 2 will be remedied…

oh.. and here

Is me… Picture taken at about mile 12 by DS who promised to take pictures.  He did.  He’s a good kid.

Anyone interested in all the pictures… they are on my facebook… friend me… and have a look

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Another New Week

It was an incredibly busy week at work (which bespeaks to why I haven’t had the time to post to any great degree…) but now it is Sunday morning… and quiet (I have a giant warm Bichon curled up at … Continue reading

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I must be crazy

Okay… so, reality is starting to set in.  In two weeks, I go participate in my first half marathon… I must be crazy to think I can do this.  As I sit on the bed wrapped in my heavy  fuzzy … Continue reading

17000 steps

Okay, okay… 17,105 steps… roughly 8 miles.

Today, so far, has been a good day. Walked to the library (go figure, they have exactly ONE book on RA and it was checked out) and back (stopping at 7-11 for a cup of coffee on the way home and picking up pictures at Walgreens on the way there).

The walk today, in preparation for my half marathon, was actually better than I expected. I needed to stop about 3/4 of the way through to stretch out my joints, but it was all in all very good. Now, my “toes”… the wide part of my feet… ache and my knee has a weird ouchy spot… but hey… it was my first 8 miler in what… a month? Not anything totally out of the question…

Now… bathed and dressed in sweats… I’m kicking back and enjoying the sunshine… dog is curled up at my side and the doors are open wide. Coffee is brewing (and green tea, too…) and peperoni bread is raising on the stove…

I was dizzy last night (and during the walk today some) but if I had any other effects from the mtx, I slept through it (yeah!!!). Now I’m thinking about the fact that I have to be extra extra careful not to catch anything… but otherwise, everything is looking up… it really is all about the attitude… I’m trying to fight the worries and blues… and I’m thinking that life may not be so totally bad, after all.

UPDATE!!!
Per my toy… it says I took 17733 steps (plus or minus, since I didn’t actually have it “on” ever minute). Not bad…

Uplifting Morning

Woke up early… achy… dry mouth (attributed to the prednizone) and just fundamentally restless. Was a rather down morning until I decided to come here to make myself feel less… restless… less… depressed.

And what did I find… several comments that really really made me feel better… which is a good thing right now.

Yesterday was a horrible day for me mentally and emotionally.

I found new bruises.. new bumps… and new places that hadn’t ached before. I spent the day staring out the window wondering… watched the movie Funny People and found myself wondering… more. all in all a not so great day.

But this morning… In the comments that I moderated… I found people who can relate… people who are where I am… or who used to be where I am and are now further down this adventure trail than I am. Their comments where incredibly uplifting… more so probably than any of them will know… made me smile and get my head back in the right place….

So here I am… wicked early in the morning looking at the Susan Komen Marathon for the Cure shirt hanging on the back of the chair (it came yesterday too and made me doubt my sanity) and realizing that, I can do this… I’m not the first, that’s for damn sure, and I certainly won’t be the last… and if I can do my part to make someone else realize that this may be a LIFE sentence (as in… it will always now be a part of my life) but it sure as heck not a DEATH sentence and it can be a wickedly long RUN ON sentence (sorry, I was almost an English major once upon a time) … I can do this and so can you!

Now… where are my running shoes and my tea?

Shirt Came Today

WooHoo

My shirt came today!!!

Back of my ShirtAnd, what’s even better… DH thought it wouldn’t fit… AND IT DOES!!!front of my shirt I’m thrilled that it came, I’m even more thrilled that it is “only” a large and it fits fine!  I know what I’m wearing to work tomorrow!!!

I’ve committed to not only raising money for Komen Marathon for the Cure, but Marathon Kids.

Komen Team Marathon is for Mom and for Aunt Bea.  Marathon Kids is for Des and Trooper… for everyone that faces the possibility of Type 2 diabetes (Little bro didn’t have a choice, or a way to avoid it… other people can sometimes keep it from happening to them…

I want everyone to know that anything is possible… Getting Fit, Running 26 miles (26 miles all at once, .25 miles at a time, walking, skipping… however you get there)… If I can get here, anyone can to wherever they want to be… 26 miles in a year a hundred yards at a time… it is possible.

Sometimes I wonder if trying for all of this is worth it.  Today, I feel like all of this is worth it…

Distance Day

Today was an interesting day.

I was so excited about getting out and hitting it… I got almost everything ready last night… all laid out so it was all ready this morning.  I considered woosing out when I got up but I really wanted to do this so got my butt in gear.

I waited till it was starting to get daylight because I’m dumb but not stupid.  The sun wasn’t the whole way up, but it was daylight enough that I could see what was coming at me and what all was in the surroundings.  I got a couple really pretty shots of sunrise (there is something to be said for the squirrel not liking the smallish light weight camera that we got her… I get to use it when I run and it doesn’t weigh me down too much).

Sunrise

I made it to the big road at just the time that the first hot air balloon headed off.  I got a couple killer pictures of the balloon taking off and floating over the road…. made the bend at the convenience store (after my first drink of water) just as the next balloon team was getting the basket set up for their take off.  Got to see the burner lit as they tested it.  I slowed down to take my pictures, but didn’t opt to sit and watch the team get ready.  Maybe I should have, ordinarily I would have, but I didn’t.  I needed to do the route for some kind of timing.

Balloon over the morningBut it was okay, it was SO worth the day.

The creek where the dog likes to play in the nice cold water was a dry rocky creek bed.  Sad.  It has been such a dry summer and even the rain from night before last didn’t make any difference… but it was interesting to see the flood pole next to a creek that wasn’t even there…

Onward and upward.  Got a couple more pics of the first balloon as I passed the soccer field.

Noticed (duh) that there were an awful lot of cars passing me at 7:20 in the morning even in the park, even on such a beautiful morning (only 72 degrees!!!!).  Figured out in a bit what was going on.  The local fitness training company has a recurring outing in the park every Saturday. I looked up the site when I got home… There was a really nice lady that told me I should join!  Yeah… might actually be nice to join such a group, but not for $100 for 24 weeks… thanks but no thanks…

balloon over runners

It got me thinking (since I was out on my own with no one to talk to and nothing but music in my head and nothing but feet and street) that I don’t know if I would really want to rely on a group (much as I might really enjoy the fellowship of other people like me) for my success.  The reason I took up this kind of exercise is so I don’t have to rely on anyone else’s schedule… any one else for my success or failure.    It would probably be good to have someone to talk to who has been there… who is going through the same stupidity that I am going through, but if I have to pay someone to talk to me (and that person doesn’t have a degree in psychology….) I don’t think it is probably really worth it.

Passing a runner (yeah, she was running, I was only maintaining a fast walk) who waved as she passed made me think that I probably just need to keep up the solitary training… It may not be as safe as running (or walking) in a pack, but as long as I’m careful and keep my cell phone at the ready… it will probably be my best option…

Made the bend at the park, got a picture of the people from the group running across the bridge… balloon in the background… you guessed it, more pictures.

Another drink.

I really love my squat little stainless water bottle.  It fits perfectly in my fanny pack and has just about the right amount of water for a 2 hour outing.

Out of the park and onto the beautiful wide new sidewalk.

Waved at the passing police car (they usually don’t let on they see you, so this one waving was really nice).

passed one couple almost at the point where the sidewalk ends.

took out onto the newly dug up roadbed, so I didn’t have to do the last several hundred yards to the light… it would have been better for my pace to stay on the road…

Tree Nearing the End of my outing

6.75 miles, 1 hour 45 min (including cool down and stretching)

cool bath (SUCKS to not have water come out of the faucet COLD but rather tepid.. ), 2 eggs, a piece of toast and salsa…

Now, an hour and a half later, I’m sitting here thinking about my outing.  I feel wonderful right now.  It was SO worth going out this morning.  I wasn’t overly sweaty (although I did smell like a goat when I got home) during my run.  I’m not terribly sore right now… I love the change in my normal routine..  I’m thinking that this might be a  to do list thing for tomorrow.